Happy Birthday?

Hi dude! How's there? I miss you so much here. Tomorrow should be your birthday. But I know that you are not here, you are not in our life. It is almost 3 years, huh? I still can't believe that we were being apart for so long. I miss our conversations, I miss how you called me, I miss how you told jokes to everyone. I still remember what you wanted to be, and what you wanted me be. I still hold it on till today. It is hard to believe that I am in the final grade now, and last time I met you was when we're still in first grade.

I always wanted you to be motivated, I always believed that you'll be healed, I always believed that you'll be here with me, creating our dreams together. I don't know what you will be if you're still here. I don't know what we will do today. I miss you so much. That had been almost 3 years. And I still miss you, my soft blue partner.

"Semoga cita-cita lo tetap tinggi dan tercapai. Semoga lo bilang aamiin"

"Gue udah di RS aja nih jam segini, udah kayak anak sekolah aja"

"Kalo gue duluan gimana?"

"Arahin prediksi temen-temen"

I can't remember all of it. I always hope you were still here. But, you are not, are you? I'll always love you whenever it is.

And yeah, what should I say? Happy birthday?

Sincerely,

Me,that was never bored to motivate you.